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Salaam,
I don't even know if this blog has anymore readers !

I know what you think ; once again I'll apologize for being absent for a long time again !
I'm truly sorry, due to all the responsibilities I have, my studies, my work and my family, i don't even find the suitable time anymore. This said, I will inshAllah update the blog whenever I can , so please keep stopping by , I appreciate it <3

I will continue in my following posts , the update about my cousin wedding just like I said I will inshAllah :)

Please keep me all in your duaas !

This is a gift to all my blog readers ; I usually do not share on public ( not even with very close friends ) what I secretly write because it reveals my tru emotions, but I was goign around my files and found this beautiful paragraph I wrote , and since some of you always check on my blog , this is for YOU ! let me know how you find it !

"Today I woke up to open my eyes to a beautfiul day . the most promising day . the room was enlightened by the breas sunlight , and my eyes contempled the filled room with the slightly packed gifts as I layed in a soft draps on a smooth bed . I didn’t wonder about what’s the boxed were filled with , I didn’t think of what to do , and softly got out to put my foots over the cold ground . As I approached the window , a smile drawed by my lips , people were coming in and out of the place , everyone was getting ready . Minutes after my bath , Breakfast was brought to me , but I couldn’t make anything pass my stomach . the time that followed was a long while that took my makeup to be done . normally I would have found that a punishment sitting still for hours , though I couldn’t feel anything disturbing. Thoughts were going through my mind like a sweet movie that is clear and not at all confusing . I was reviewing the scenario of when it all begin , of when my fancy turned to a romance then to a dream coming true .. I stood up and wore the most outstanding dress . Soft silk and strapless , made the quiet creature a butterfly that couldn’t wait to just fly away . I store at the mirror and found my self as overwhelmed as ever ; flawless makeup , gorgeous jewelry , intricate bridal wear . Then the moment came to take the walk . The weirdest excitement attacked me ; inspite of wanting to jump and hurry up , all I wanted is to slow down , and make it last . If only this day could last forever . if only I could live in this exact moment . I lost all my words , the beautiful garden couldn’t shine softly more . everybody’s eyes were filled with deep dreams , as I walked in between , all the emotions that I went through , made it feel right for me to belong to that walk . My feets were walking with no command as my brain wasn’t indeed functioning either in thinking . As I reached the end , a hand took mine , and my eyes opened clearly to his eyes .

During our standing at each other , something made my heart skip a beat and I realized how so much can be said in silence . Our eyes were glowing of lights , and hearts filled with joy . If I was asked to speak I wouldn’t have been able to find my words , yet my reveries stopped and as the following words got out of my tongue ; “I do” the beautiful reality began ." 

May you all have a nice day and time inshAllah ! Toodles !